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From:

nastygram

No, bitch, I'm serious. People don't need a hero. They don't need a face to look at. That's you. You want to stand for something. You want people to look up to you and think what a great goddamn job you're doing.

[She laughs, again, just as nasty.]

I mean, fuck. You wanna be a role model so bad, why don't you get a TV show, you narcissist? It'll be easier. People can get together in big groups and worship you, just eat your shit right up. I guess you lose the philanthropic edge that you're jerking off to so hard, but whatever.

You know what matters? Doing shit. People can get just as inspired by someone--some thing--they never fucking see. People need results. Not leaders, because leaders always turn out to be a piece of shit. And I will stay anon for fucking ever because that is the way to get shit done. No one schlicking to your face. No one falling over themselves because you are so great. We should be done with greatness. It is meaningless.

From:

rathercommon

Shit. Complete shit.

[ She dismisses this line of thinking with a wave of her hand. ]

People, anonymous, people when they're not seen, people when they're hidden - you know what they do? They say nasty shit about one another. They rob each other. You know that - I'm sure you've been to those parts of the internet, haven't you? People have been programmed to think that when they're hidden, that's when they're really free, and they've been programmed to think that the truest expression of freedom is being incredibly shitty to one another. Honestly, tell me honestly - how many people are there who are like you? [ She jerks her chin at Darlene. ] Everyone in your world can go anonymous, right? Everyone's got the internet? How many people use that power to be good and speak truth to power, and how many of them use that to say shit that's - racist and misogynist and heinous? Rough numbers.

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From:

nastygram

Oh my god, okay--

[Darlene takes a step back like she's been thrown off-balance, and presses her fingertips under her eyes for a sec, like she's warding off a headache.]

--Okay, you are way off. I don't give a shit about tearing down the patriarchy or keeping the internet all safe and-- Jesus.

I want to tear it all down. That's what I'm into.

Edited (less questions more certainty suck it) Date: 2016-09-21 09:34 pm (UTC)

From:

rathercommon

[ She shakes her head. ]

Right. Because the system is corrupt and wicked. Right? Because it's so far gone that it's beyond all attempts at reform. So it's got to be torn down completely. Beyond redemption.

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From:

nastygram

And what's your suggestion. More food banks?

From:

rathercommon

And what will your life be like after you tear everything down?

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From:

nastygram

[That one she answers evenly, without hesitation:]

A fuck of a lot better than it's ever been.

From:

rathercommon

How so? How will you live? What's it going to be like?

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From:

nastygram

Please. What do you care? Your ass is going to be here, on permanent vacation.

I get it. What you're doing. But please skip over the part where you are just so, so enlightened and know better than me. The part where you tell me that people need infrastructure food banks and public transit and comfy bullshit and a guiding hand to be better and do better, all this kumbaya bullshit. Because I don't buy it. And I straight up do not give a single fuck, and I know what I'm doing.

Society deserve this deconstruction. We deserve deconstruction. And this place is no different.

From:

rathercommon

[ She shakes her head. ]

Darla - Cassie - whatever - you're a white woman. We're both white women. You're educated, you're very clever. You're clearly a survivor of some sort with plenty of resources. Me too. I am too. We're not rich white men, so we're not at the absolute top of the mountain, but we're bloody far up on it. After society crumbles, we'll be fine. Others won't. Are you really happy throwing them away? Their lives? Is the point of this to make the world better, or is the point of this to watch shit burn just to watch it burn?

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From:

nastygram

Oh, would you shut the fuck up.

[More bitter than angry. She's not going to throw any chairs around or slap any hummingbirds this time.]

I'm talking about a hard reset. Hard. All system wipe down. What are you talking about?

From:

rathercommon

[ She shakes her head - ]

Revolution.

$nastygram: (C:\BFI)$

From:

nastygram

Revolution.

[Darlene repeats, steadily.]

A nice, clean revolution.

From:

rathercommon

[ A firmer shake of her head. ]

There's no such thing.

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From:

nastygram

[Darlene throws her head back on her shoulders and expels a huge breath. Smiles bitterly at the sky.]

And here comes the holier-than-thy-revolution shit again. Look, babe-- [As she rolls her head around to look at Kitty again.] Just tell me already. Describe your revolution to me, okay, where did I go wrong.

From:

rathercommon

[ Again, a shake of her head. ]

Describe your revolution to me, and I'll tell you where you'll go wrong.

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From:

nastygram

You have got to be kidding me. Did you forget to turn your hearing aids on, grandma? I just did. I told you.

From:

rathercommon

[ Dismissively: ]

Right, yeah. Tear it all down, hard reset, all that. I'm not talking about big ideas. A revolution doesn't work on big ideas. It works on a plan. What's your plan?

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From:

nastygram

Fuck you.

[--She answers, like that's her plan.]

From:

rathercommon

[ With a sigh: ]

I can't affect your plan at home. If it's an issue of trust. Even if you thought I was some rat or something - which I'm not, I wouldn't ever even if I hated your plan - I couldn't possibly affect things from here.

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From:

nastygram

No shit.

Seriously. What do you care. What's with the third goddamn degree? Are you some kind of revolutionary guru? If I lay it all out for you, are you going to give me advice? Tell me to think of the children? Or do you just get off on critting other revolutions?

From:

rathercommon

No. I'll try to have a conversation with you. I'd like to talk to you about all of this, and about revolutions generally, but it's bloody hard to do when the conversation keeps screeching to a halt so you can prove how bloody secretive you are and how much you disapprove of me and my choices.

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From:

nastygram

Don't flatter yourself. I'm not being secretive to impress you. I'm being secretive because I don't want to talk to you.

I explained the part I want to explain. Okay? I don't have a manifesto to show you. It's like barely my frickin' plan anyways. And what we wanted was exactly what I told you, which was to start over, from zero. That is the plan.